On Tuesday night, i finally decided to drive up to her house and give her the surprise, after my work. It was somehow, interesting? We ended up talking through phone while she was inside the house and i am outside. lol. Just like those movies we watched when the guy sneakily waiting outside the girl's house just to see her or talk to her. She felt bad for not being able to come out of the house cause of her parents. But im kinda anticipated it, and that's why i didn't felt as disappointed.

P.S: Thanks for the email. It was long and sweet though.. and you know i would still do the same thing. =)

Right after that, i went to pick up my mum from her work. Then went to Jalan Kayu to eat maggie goreng with my all time favourite - teh peng! And then home sweet home.

-Random Thoughts-
I wonder why everytime people only learn how to treasure when they start to lose something so dear or close to them. Yes i agree, that in some relationships, maybe after 2 years for instance, the excitement and passion level for each other might not be as good as the first time when they got together. But what about other factors like memories that only belong to them that were so precious or the time once spent together were so great that both didn't even feel like leaving each other at that time? Isn't it the responsible for both parties to put in effort to make things work???

Yea maybe some have tried but things weren't improving. If being together is such a pain for both of them, why isn't it time to let go right? Letting go of a relationship isn't easy. Someone must be brave, that love enough for the other, to let the other go. I've heard about that. But at the same time, i always have a question in mind. "Why do someone like you who loves the other so much didn't know how to treasure at first? Why wait until the point where things weren't able to work out and then chose to let go?"

Sigh.. I think im just blabbing out whats in my thoughts recently.. Studies might have taken a toll on me.. haha. But im studying for the last time before i graduate.. i might not even have the chance to study after 2 years of my NS (prepare for the worst if im unable to go Uni).
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