Aiyo.. My gf fell sick!!! Went to pass to her "Pi Pa Gao" after my work. She looked damn pale and tired.. Sigh.. Heartpain. Just hope that she'll be fine before she go Taiwan..

On my way back, i've realised i haven eat anything since my break at 4pm. Oh my.. My stomach keeps growling. Alright im off~
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Things have been happening for the past 1 week. Drastic changes. Everything that seems to be great at one moment, seems to be not at the next. Fret not, I didn't regret making my decisions cause i know what im getting and what i wanted.

I didn't know being with me could make you feel that way you are feeling now. All i wanted to do is to make you a happier person. You would never know how i feel when i see you laughing your ass off, pressing against your stomach that kind of laughter. It's just feel great to see how you can laugh like that.

From the beginning, i didn't intend to see a future with you. I thought you were some girls from the club. Didn't occur to me you'll be the one i needed. Then we got together cause i thought the time was right for you. I really believed that you were done with him at that time you see. I thought with me around, it would easier for you for get over with him and i thought you did.

I know we didn't jump into this relationship. At the time, that moment its was what we felt. But you didn't get the break you needed. As much as how i wanted to give you time to sort out your things now, it wouldn't be the same anymore. I'm sorry for that and being bad to you is the last thing i wanted to do. After this week, i also learned the needs to manage you. Even im still new at it, but im trying my best. So you aren't alone k? Im here trying out stuff with you too. *sounds wrong.

Ok. Im going away again in 10 hrs time. I just hope everything will be fine and we'll be just like how we were or maybe more attached to each other. Drink more water and take care of yourself. I love you baby =) And i know you do too.
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Now i finally know how hard can a heart break when merely just a single word or action that your love one did, whether its unintentionally or intentionally, still you'll get affected by it. The worse part is, you feel the heartache.

Someone once told me not to put my 100% into a relationship ever again but i dont believe. I was stubborn enough to believe that how can couple falling in love with each other dont give their 100%? But now i do. I thought what i had gone through was enough. But i was wrong again. I thought i was strong for her, but shes the one who is crushing down.

Many things we cant control and some things, no matter how hard you tried, its always there. The uncertainties and insecurities are always there.
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Yesterday was the last paper for my 3 years in SP. This marks the end of my poly-life. Whoa.. time really flies. Suddenly it occurs to me that 3 yrs ago, im only 16 and feeling all eggcited to get into poly. After 3 yrs, i grew up and learnt alot stuff, not only from school, but also the experiences from outside. I felt equally happy and sad at the same time. The happy part is that im finally going to get my diploma and moving on to a next phase of my life and the sad part is that im going to leave my friends and the worst thing is to complete what all guys need to fulfil - NS. *sigh.

To my poly clique: I wish the best for all of you.. Like i said.. 10 years down the road, we do not know what will happen.. But i hope that all of you here have a good future ahead!!! Earn lots of money, get married and most importantly, STAY HEALTHY AND HAPPY!

Went to fly kite at Pasir Ris with my girlfriend and her friends after my paper. Its been so long since i last flew kite. I think its quite fun and challenging to able to make the kite fly. I struggled to fly our spoiled kite and eventually i gave up. lol. Dinner at summer breeze. It was windy and nice. A cool place to relax with bunch of friends or just a simple dinner by the sea between couple. After dinner, we went back to drink at Chun Hien(abby's friend bf) house. Of course, we all had our fun!! =))

Dining at summer breeze is our 1st meal in a restaurant.

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