Things have been happening for the past 1 week. Drastic changes. Everything that seems to be great at one moment, seems to be not at the next. Fret not, I didn't regret making my decisions cause i know what im getting and what i wanted.

I didn't know being with me could make you feel that way you are feeling now. All i wanted to do is to make you a happier person. You would never know how i feel when i see you laughing your ass off, pressing against your stomach that kind of laughter. It's just feel great to see how you can laugh like that.

From the beginning, i didn't intend to see a future with you. I thought you were some girls from the club. Didn't occur to me you'll be the one i needed. Then we got together cause i thought the time was right for you. I really believed that you were done with him at that time you see. I thought with me around, it would easier for you for get over with him and i thought you did.

I know we didn't jump into this relationship. At the time, that moment its was what we felt. But you didn't get the break you needed. As much as how i wanted to give you time to sort out your things now, it wouldn't be the same anymore. I'm sorry for that and being bad to you is the last thing i wanted to do. After this week, i also learned the needs to manage you. Even im still new at it, but im trying my best. So you aren't alone k? Im here trying out stuff with you too. *sounds wrong.

Ok. Im going away again in 10 hrs time. I just hope everything will be fine and we'll be just like how we were or maybe more attached to each other. Drink more water and take care of yourself. I love you baby =) And i know you do too.
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