Letting you go is said easier than being done. So what I would be able to tell all my friends, including you, that i would let you go if you really wanted to. Cuz the truth is i will never be brave enough to make the decision to leave you. Im afraid of regretting it again. What if i regretted leaving you cuz you are now a great part of my life and i know i still love you?? I am not that kind that play with feelings, relationships and people. Once i've decided to step myself into this, there will be no turning back. This is how i am. I dont know what i should deserve but i know what i wanted. I did think of all sort of solutions but the only thing i figured out for the best of you is to leave you so that you can be happier. This is so contradicting and complicated. One moment i felt i dont want you to leave or me leaving you, the other, i felt that if i am able to leave you, you could be happier. and i know you felt the same. Sometimes im just wondering if im doing the right thing to stay cuz everytime things happened, its just not that simple. You gotta struggle your own feelings towards him and mine. It sucks ttm. This is also the reason why you cant assured me with securities and love me more.

And because of this, i knew i've changed. I always wanted to you feel something more towards me. Not him. I guess im just jealous. Im just a normal person that felt jealous when they know their gf is feeling something towards their ex. Im no different. How am i suppose to make the decision without feeling anything towards you???

Can someone really tell me what to do???
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