Can anyone just tell me what F*** is wrong with me during the deciding match, where ALL my teammates were doing their best while im there doing things that i cant even remember much now???

Yea.. We lost against Eng Tat Hornets. Im very vex and upset now. I felt as if theres a bomb in me ready to explode in anytime. I felt the blame was on me because i never manage to bring up the team. And as a matter of fact, not only did i never able to perform.. I PLAYED BADLY!!

Everyone was telling me that im just off-form today.. but WHY IT HAS TO BE TODAY??? I really cant understand why i just cant forcus on that game just now..

P.S. Im sorry guys.. especially the one that trusted me the most, John, my coach.. I'd let you down..

Guess I just need time to be alone..
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